Whyyy….

I wish I could do things right, and be able to show my boyfriend how much I care about him instead I show everyone the negative side of me I don’t realize I’m showing.

I thought the talk we had today was awesome I thought that it was the start of making our relationship better and stronger. I need to over-come the fact I have only became a let down and mistake to my mom; my boyfriend; and everyone around me..

This is the end of it; I’m done living this way. I’m walking away so these people I keep hurting wont be hurt by me no more )’:

I’m sorry. I never meant to hurt anyone I really just want someone to talk to: so If anyone’s up, bored and wanting to talk inbox me an cheer me up.

I’m truely sorry Mike n to my mom; the two people who I never wanted to let down; want things to do with me. I hate myself more an more everyday.

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